I have been away in blogging for more than a month now primarily because of important things I had to deal. Maybe the demise of Bar also gave me the feeling of “in denial”. I started this blog almost just when he started his ordeal against AML and writing up again on this account for me also means that I have successfully made it to the last stage – ACCEPTANCE.

I know Bar has made it to the stage of acceptance and that he is an angel watching over us.

Shortly after Bar’s passing, the fact of facing the dreaded NCLEX examination was the thing I had to battle. It was not easy at all. I had about barely 2 months to prepare. I knew I was not. I had to go for a month of leave of absence from work just so I can concentrate on purely reviewing and conditioning my mind for it.

Life is rolling over again and it is indeed moving forward. And now I am back. Back to blog.